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1. His smile.
It represents his carefree nature and this happy little kid inside him. He isn’t afraid to look stupid and be himself. He makes me laugh when he sings and dances with me in random places. I can’t even count how many times I just stare at him when he’s smiling and looking at the other direction.
2. His family
I love the idea of marrying someone and gaining a new family. It’s important to me that he comes from a close knit family with a strong foundation. I met his uncle, aunt, and cousins. They made me feel welcomed and it’s not hard for me to see them as my own one day.
3. His desire to care for me
I love the way he responds to me and observes my behavior to make sure I’m happy. He goes the extra mile to provide for me with what he has and ensures that I’m taken care of. He never asks for anything in return expect to see me smile.
4. His touch
There’s a way that he holds me. So gentle and warm to make me feel at home and safe, protected from all the dangers in the world. At the same time, he has this forceful, aggressive hold that gives me adrenaline as if I’m so desperately wanted by him. The perfect balance to make my back arch at the touch of his fingers while feeling an incredible sense of comfort when I’m with him.
I’ve never felt such unconditional like or care or whatever it is that he feels for me from anyone until I met this boy.
I can’t even count how many times I’ve given up on him and our relationship, but he fights so hard for me.
At one point I even told him, if I go back to you just know I’m not sure of you. I might break up with you again.
He always felt like he was walking on eggshells. And I hated that he felt that way and I was the reason for it. I wasn’t sure of him for many reasons.
But all he said was “fine, I’ll prove to you I’m worth it. I don’t deserve you until I’ve proven myself.”
After this weekend, I’m happier and more confident with us. I see so much potential between us. I met his family and he met mine. It was nice. I felt connected.
I’m happy with Lyndon. No matter what I know he always strives to better himself for me. He might make mistakes but he learns from them and works hard to make me happy.
"I think I’m in love with him…"
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Spent the weekend with my baby <3